Bec words can describe how sorry I am for you and your families losses. I am so devastated for you all. I don't really know what to say as know nothing will really help. Your in my thoughts and I do hope that even if your done a miracle comes your way. Life can be so cruel.
My leaking seems to have thickened up if that is the right way to describe it. Its gross anyway. I am now too scared to DTD. The pressure feeling is still there but I can deal with it all if bub stays safe One thing I didn't mention is the Ob thought my largest cyst was looking a little smaller. Its also lost its round shape and is now irregular so it doesn't look at full as it once did.
When is your next scan Sarah? I remembered its soon but can't remember exactly when it was. If you don't mind me asking are you past your past m/c gestations? My latest loss was 9.5weeks so I am well and truely past that now. Still nervous and can't relax yet.
I need to book my morphology scan. Can't believe its not far away.
I still can't bring myself to buy anything although I have about a week left in my work uniform. Its now so tight around my hips and stomach and when I sit down the way it folds makes me look like I have an apron of fat and not a baby belly.
Last edited by Mildez; July 10th, 2014 at 04:15 PM.
Oh mildez I swear I got the same fat apron look hee hee ... At 8 weeks :-/!
Too many infertility drugs I think. I used to be quite petite before the yrs of infert. Treatment.
That's good your largest cyst is getting smaller, I hope mine does too then.
And that's a very good sign you are well and truly past your m/c gests.
Me too :-) I usually lose them very early and longest was at 5w 2days.
So 8 weeks is going good :-).
And sick like I was with DD so I'm in it for the long haul I reckon :-).
Scan on Monday... Yay!
Trying to phsyc myself to go back to work for 3 days a week... Ugh I work in aged care and not sure how I'll go being so sick.
Your morphology scan should be good :-).
Glad your better with the discharge, sometimes it does go watery .
But the pressure could be bubs ?
Don't know but just keep an eye as you are.
Pressure feeling I remember stays a long time!
Thats very reasurring your further along with this special miricle.
Can you have any more time off? Aged care is heavy work. Well it was when I was in the area many moons ago. I am considering reducing my hospital hours as its heavy unless I am in the SCN which is rare. I work there as I need the money although my permanent job is in the baby health clinic so lots of sitting down and talking unlike the hospital setting. I think I will pick up more work once I am over 24weeks as I really hope to pay my credit card off before bub arrives. I should have been making more effort already. The less bills I need to worry about next year the better.
I finally made my morhology scan appointment for the 8th of August when I will be 19weeks to the day. 29days to go
Just wanted to say good luck at your scan today Sarah
I just brought my first baby item. I am going to have to hide it from DH :/ We already have enough furniture but this was too good to miss out on. Its 2nd hand but a Boori walnut change table. I have the walnut sleigh cot so it will match it hence why I wanted it. Its the ones with the draws. I wasn't going to buy a change table as I have a nice chest of draws I was going to use as a change table (with the soft pad on top) but never mind. I will just have to find somewhere to put it.
How you going mildez?
My preg is going fairly well and I'm hardly freaking out at all compared to first tri :-).
I've decided to go with a private OB the whole way to feel safer. Such a lovely Dr so that helps.
I've excited for my morph scan in 3wks! I'll be 19wks omg.
That's great Sarah4Kurt. Not long until your morphology scan. Are you going to find out the gender? I am going private too. I wasn't going to initially but due to the cysts initially I had to go see him early and it made sense to continue to see him when they started shrinking. I do have a student midwife. Without been rude I didn't really want one but I couldn't say no as I knew the student was struggling to get follow throughs. She was also a case study for me when I was doing child and family health nursing so I see it as returning the favour. She is lovely.
Thanks mildez :-)
I was going to find out the gender but DF really would like a suprise so I'll probably wait too! I think it will be kinda neat to find out in delivery room :-).
I wasn't going private either but we have cover and I really like the Dr so didn't want to go to anyone else, will be nice having him the whole way.
Oh I remember lots of students last time I was preg and in hospital! Lol.
Well that's nice you are returning the favour :-).
Did you find out what u are having?
Are you getting lots of kicks now?
I've just started being able to feel actual soft kicks as opposed to just light flutters.
It's so very cool!
My muffin top on my behind is not so cool though lol! Waiting for my belly to be big enough to distract away from my butt ha ha!
My cysts went down too! Was just under 7cm and now only 3 yay...
20days til 20weeks Sarah. Woohoo. When is your morphology scan? How are t movements going?
No we didn't find out. I was a bit like you. I'd love to know but DH wanted a surprise. I dying to know lol. I have a very strong feeing I am having a girl. We will probably call her Lucy.
I have been worried about movements. I don't get a lot although they are the same so do have a pattern to them.
If this bub comes when my 2nd does (I don't think I will) it could be here in 12 weeks. OMG. I don't feel ready at all
Oooh how exciting mildez :-)!
I don't think it ever sinks in until they are in your arms.
That's cool you don't know what u are having either. Our DH's must be alike.
Maybe you just got a laid back bub in there :-).
I'm off to my morphology scan on Tuesday, can't wait to see bubs, getting more movements every day but I think this ones more laid backttoo as I remember more with dd.
Yes I don't think reality will hit me until I bring a newborn home. God that could be in 3months time. Now its getting closer I am worried about getting it out :/ Looking forward to meeting it. I have no better memory in my life then meeting our last baby for the first time. Especially because it was only DH and I. With my first it was an emergency after the birth because I was haemorraging so badly and they took her and I went to theatre so it was 8 hours later when I was still dopey before I really got to meet her and by that time vistors had left as it was well after visiting hours and with number 2 DH family came in straight away and back then I didn't have the heart to tell them to go away. Hopefully we can enjoy this baby to ourselves before having to share it.
Awesome news your scan is in less then a week. Bet it feels surreal to be almost half way after such a rough ride to get here.
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Take the time to grieve and the direction you go will become clearer after that xox be king to yourself
One thing I didn't mention is the Ob thought my largest cyst was looking a little smaller. Its also lost its round shape and is now irregular so it doesn't look at full as it once did.
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