Just found out last week i got a BFP from my most recent IVF cycle.
This is my 6th pregnancy but i only have one very special DS and 6 angels to show for it.
I just can't help feel so terrified about this one. Every other time i have tried to feel positive that it was going to all be ok only to be crushed when things went wrong.
I felt really negative about this IVF cycle but somehow have actually got as far as pregnant. But I still have a really bad feeling about it and just don't know if I can take another loss, I think it will destroy me... I am sooo scared

My first HCG at 11dp 5day ET (16dpo) was 525 and yesterday (20dpo) was 3600. Numbers sound fine but for me, are actually much lower than with any other pevious pg (even my singletons). Can't help my mind from stressing over this.I am on prednisolone,for the first time this pregnancy plus clexane which i have used before. Praying they do somehing for this bubba

Don't know what i wanted to get out of this post. Just wanting to vent I guess.
I thought the TWW was bad enough but now i have the 7ww to get to 12weeks with endless TPP ( toilet paper paranoia), overanalsing symptoms ( or lack thereof).
Just wish I could go back to the naive joy of just being pg and simply expecting there would be a baby at the end of it all.