Aussiegirl, I think i've been given the two weeks for the blood test & ultrasound, basically, because they hold no hope of it being ok & * maybe because it is early?
Thanks so much for the hugs. Only two ppl know in real life besides DP, and one is Cherished1, who keeps me most alive & sane really. If nothing has happened in a week i'm going to request the ultrasound & bloods (I have the referrals in my handbag anyway). I can't live like this for two weeks. Its too much for me to carry, it's really hard with DD & DS as well, I can't be so upset around them. We went to the park just before, normal everyday thing here, and I was teary the whole time, feels like i'm faking/forcing myself having fun with them. That probably makes no sense. It's the not knowing, the waiting place (as Dr Seuss wrote of in Oh! The Places You Will Go!) that is getting to me *I think*.
x