Big big hugs to you. It is so hard. Particularly in the first trimester. I agree with others, one day at a time love. Keep yourself busy while still allowing time to process and grieve your angel. Do whatever you need to do to get through. I have found it got a lot easier from about mid-late second trimester (ie after the 24 week milestone) but I'm not sure it ever goes away altogether.

Take care of yourself Hun.




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