How do you do it, ladies? How do you get through each day, each week, carrying what feels like a ticking time bomb?

I'm 10w1d today. I lost my little one at 10w6d. Started bleeding at 10w5d. As I approach that day, my levels of anxiety are sky-rocketing. Yesterday I had cramping and almost had an anxiety attack. My heart was racing, my breathing shortened... I thought it was the end.

How can I keep this in check? How do you get through?

When will it feel ok?

I hate this

(Ladies who I am meeting on Monday - I will be 10w5d - so please be gentle with me...)