As everyone has said, you survive it one day at a time. To me it seems like such a horrible extra punishment - you have your heart crushed losing a bub and then so much of the joy from your pregnancy is taken away too when you are consumed with anxiety. As blessed as we all feel to be pregnant again, its no longer a joy-filled experience where something going wrong is something that happens to someone else. Allow yourself the crap days when you feel like you just can't do it. If its a work day when your LOs are taken care of spoil yourself - call in sick and go to a movie, or just stay curled up in bed hiding away. Whatever you need to do to get by.

Hang in there lovely. As you get further along you'll find the bad days are well and truly outnumbered by the good days and in seemingly no time you'll be holding your gorgeous bubba in your arms.