Only have a minute to reply, as DD is being a ferret.

Although I haven't been through what you have, I feel disconnected from this baby.
I feel like I don't want to bond with him/her because what if he's sick, too??
What if he too has a birth defect, one that can't be fixed like DD's could?

I'm scared. I've got 4-5 weeks before my morphology scan and I'm scared.

This isn't meant to hijack your thread, just that I sort of understand what you feel. I know it's not the same.
s Skye.
xoxoxo