Stoked,

I was feeling exactly the same as you!!!

I was a nightmare from week 1- week 13 then it eased a little bit and then i wasnt as bad. But every appointment, every scan, every niggle i would have bad bad anxiety...even the one a few days ago i was only ok when i saw the hbeat. and i have been feeling better since i have been feeling bubby move a bit. i probably rub my tummy a bit more now and now i know she is a girl i will have a name for her and can associated to her a bit more. She is more real now.

Dont feel bad for the way you are feeling, its very hard when you have had losses and its completely normal. Maybe try not to put to much pressure on yourself to feel different. Maybe less pressure will help. Just allow yourself to feel the way you do and be ok in that. Maybe once you have you're 19 week scan you'll feel a bit different

Hugs
Thankyou Melster xx You are so right. I do need to stop putting pressure on myself. Hopefully I'll start getting some nice strong movements soon.. I think that will help xx