ok so scared to be posting here, though i'm probably being excessively prematurely paranoid Lol.

BUT.......J was my 3rd birth, and the best ever...recovery was awesome. For both DS and DD, i bled for 12 weeks aftewards and needed to stop breastfeeding and go on the full strength pill in order to stop the bleeding (went on mini pill, etc, didn't work)

with J, bleeding was heavy for first few days and then has been off and on...so we DTD 6 days after the birth and also the other night, which was about 3 weeks after

bleeding has now stopped for good im pretty sure....so now im wondering what the chances are that i could get pregnant? i am going to go back on BC, but its a matter of making an appt, getting down there, etc. i just can't get my head around appts like that right now Lol. doing the school run and the grocery shopping is enough to do my head in.....

anyhoo, now im quietly freaking out coz of that whole super moon thing....doesn't the moon help with fertility or something? and im also kind of scared of the feeling that i WANT to be pregnant.....whilst not wanting to get pregnant at the same time!! DH said something wonderful to me when all this happened - he said he understands how women (and me) would want to get pregnant straight after. he gets that a part of me wants to have another baby....but now is not the right time, i agree. but i thought it was special that he said that.

okay....sorry for the weird long post, just any advice would be nice, from one of you who's been there, or knows someone....or just hugs, i don't know Lol.