I am Exhausted! Yes, so exhausted it required a capitol E lol.
I picked up the keys for our new place today & have not stopped. I only did 2 car loads of stuff (little bits & pieces) as DP is away with work & DD is with her dad but just doing that & the constant moving (I have a 9-5 office job) has worn me out. Plus I did a little bit of shopping for the new place......... It was nice to unpack & put things away in peace & without the pressure of getting it all done at once.
I defiantly feel more blah & crampy from being so tired so am planing on ordering in pizza & watching a DVD tonight. A nice "mum & bub" evening. Geez a glass of red would be good
I feel really guilty. A friend was all excited after an u/s which showed a hb and instead of replying all excited, I messaged her back about my concerns of m/c due to the shape of the sac. I told her to rest up and take it easy. I hoped I was wrong because even though it was tear drop shaped, the point was away from the cervix...she started to lose her baby last night :'( This isn't the first time and I know she appreciates my honesty (because that is why she chats to me, I don't feed bull, I tell it how it is) but I syltill feel like maybe I shouldn't have said anything and just let her enjoy the pregnancy as much as she could for as long as it lasted. Like seriously, would you want to know if your baby had an exporation date? I would but I'm not exactly normal. There's not even anything that can be done cos there is no longer a hb. What can I say, what can I do? *sigh* I know the loss isn't my fault and her resting because she knew likely gave the best chance possible but IDK...sometimes its hard to know whether to keep zipped or to let them know
Hugs damprye. If you & your friend have a relationship were you can be completely honest then you shouldn't feel bad - at least you didn't blow wind up her bum & increase her excitement levels but encouraging her to think positive. I know I get sick of being told to think positive by people who mean well. Earlier this pregnancy when my confidence was low my cousin said the best thing to me "just see what happens as it is out of your control & if it ends in a m/c then you know I am here for you & if it's a healthy bubba then you know I will celebrate with you."
Damprye... How is you're friend now ? If she is you're friend she would know you well enough to know what ur like and would probably appreciate we're you're coming from and knew you weren't trying to upset her but you were looking out for her. If it were a stranger or something it might be different. But you're heart was in the right plc. I'm a bit of a straight shooter myself and say things as I see them and my husband always says I'm too blunt to him sometimes : ) me personally I like to know the hard facts as I deal with that better
Pash.... I'm so sorry. I wish you all the best ... Hugs
Me.... I'm really really exhausted at the moment. I went to the shops before and I was puffing with the bags lol lol.... I feel really tired but can't seem to nap.... Got all my 0000 washed and went through all her clothes and put them away. Luckily the clothes I gave away have been given back and have been given there clothes to.. So now I have so many 0000 I have way to many but it will be nice to have some new stuff for hospital and ill be thankful if she is a chucky baby.
I can't wait til I can start washing clothes & getting organised
I'm ok, my body has defiantly said "hey you! Listen to me- slow down would ya?" And I woke up this morning with a cold sore, swollen glands & feeling very teary. I'll get through my scan next week, moving house officially on the 10th & then be able to rest up. I have the 20th off work to attend my midwife appointment at the hospital so I may end up booking a massage for that day.
Melster- I just had 2 huggies boxes and a big packing box I need to go through that got given to me by DSD's Mum (I think I got that acronym right lol) after already having "enough" clothing with just a couple things left to buy.....I'm still going to go shopping once bub is born to get awesome clothes for her and need to sort out a going home outfit. I want to wait till I hit the higher milestones JIC.
Ticktoc- Yes. Slowing down will have to happen at times otherwise body will tell you off lol.
My friend went for a scan today to confirm loss and instead had her baby waving hello! They aren't sure why there is bleeding, especially that heavy (no vaginal penetration and no heamatoma or anything) so just a waiting game atm to see if bub will continue to hold on. Still getting cramps as well so it's a bit touch and go right now. FX and sticky vibes is all we can do.
AFM I have had a tight tum for the last few days (like a contraction that just won't pass) and was going to ask at my hospital appointment today but it got cancelled...after my appointment time so I was there waiting to see before they called reception to cancel all appointments..aparently it is a common occurance right now and reception is not happy. I wasn't so fussed, a lil annoyed cos I don't have an appointment again till Thursday and I'm not sure if I want to leave it that long. I did leave a complaint form filled for them cos they wanted it Very enthusiastic trying to get me to do one haha. It's how changes get made so I get that and decided to help...well I did have the morning available anyways haha. Feeling rather run down but trying to stay happy. My house is surpisingly not completely trashed for a change so I have no idea what is going on... Maybe I'm getting better at dealing, maybe my kids are being neater...either one doesn't quite seem plausible but at least it's looking better....oooh, maybe I have a cleaning fairy that seems the most likely explanation :P
It's very quiet - I get tempted to start new threads just so I have people to interact with
Have to do a happy dance - I weighed myself today & although I feel like I've piled on the weight I haven't put on any woohoo for me! Sure they weren't the scales my GP uses but why worry about details lol
Yeah, it tends to happen depending on where people are in their pregnancy I've found. I'm on often cos of "resting" so I get bored but am listening better this time...kinda gotta when it hurts to do anything at times :P
Yays on lower than expected didgits
Just woke up from a horrible dream - in my dream I woke up one day & was no longer pregnant. There was no m/c just no baby & my belly had returned to normal. Makes me feel like crying
I know it's just a dream but I'm thinking it's stemmed from my subconscious & the fact that since week 10 my boobs have deflated & although I felt terrible all of last week I feel fine this week, can even stay up past 8.30.
Im not very relaxed so my mind and my heart go hundred miles an hour so i get bored and adjitated quickly...so im constantly doing things and checking things to keep my mind occupied....lol..
Tick tok...i would say its from the scan coming up. Have you seen the baby at all yet or is this the first time?
I just booked a holiday for next year for a wedding with the kids...im excited but should be interesting flying with 3 and travelling.....im getting nervous about having 3 children.....DD2 is so restless and clingy and she is not sleeping she is continually waking up even if im there..im not sure whats going on....so i have been laying with her....im starting to stress about it because when the baby is here i will need to be feeding and sleeping....and dd2 is acting up....even dd5 is having an attidude at the mo...not sure if its there ages or because of the baby....hopefully my patiences returns...
Im feeling very heavy down below...think baby is on my bladder and i need to wee all the time. and then its not so good at the other end either.......few aches and pains down below....TERRIBLE heart burn....im burping anf gurgling all the time and vomitting in my sleep......YUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! im feeling very tired and body tired...but other than that ok....i have my drink test next week and obs appointment...
Oh Mel, I don't know how you do it. You and damprye deserve medals for all the discomfort you experience while pregnant!
I had a scan at 9+2 & saw bubbas HB but now I am 12wks today my symptoms are disappearing & I'm not feeling confident as my first m/c was a mm/c at 12+5wks - which is what I will be on Monday. So my head is in a bit of a kurfuffle.
Just got politely told off at work because someone was here for an appointment at 10 but the person they were seeing was in a meeting & "it would've been nice if I had interrupted them" - apparently they don't have clocks (they do) in the meeting room & I'm responsible for reminding people of appointments they have booked. MEOW!
Thanks kbudgie. My scan is Monday morning, as it gets closer I can feel my stress levels increasing. Nothing to do but ride it out. Am sure everything will be fine, it's just that fear can be a controlling *****
Ticktoc- Dreams tend to help try to deal with fear and all sorts of emotions. I keep having dreams of having a premmie bub but the day for each dream passes and bub is still here When pg with DD1, I dreamt that I was miscarrying in my bed. I refused to sleep in there for the next couple months so totally get the stress.
Kbudgie- Lol I just noticed that you have the same EDD as my friend having twins
Melster- If it feels any better my Mr5 and Mr2 have been acting up as well. So stressed about how it's going to be with the younger two both in my room as DS2 is my light sleeper :/ No choice though
AFM- Feeling like a hypocondriac again lol. Was feeling ok today and then one of my other friends started getting contractions and a lil later, I started getting cramps as well, I know it is because me and another preggo friend were out shopping all day.
but at least it's looking better....oooh, maybe I have a cleaning fairy 
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