Hello lovelies,

Well our nice string of good news seems to have u-turned.

Thank you all for your words of support, I really don't know what I'd do without this place and all of you.

Kristen- the girls are right some people have heaps of bleeding in successful pregnancies, it makes it very scary but it does not always mean the end.

Little ones- can't wait to hear your new baby news

AFM-I had a lovely girls day yesterday with my lovely housemate/friend, she is wonderfully caring. I have had such hugely mixed emotions. Because there was never a gestational sac or anything to see on the scan I feel like I don't know what I've lost, was there ever really a baby there? I know I'm sad because I was pregnant and now I'm not but I have no pain, no bleeding it's almost like it never happened and that just leaves me feeling empty. I am also trying hard to think of something else to focus on for the next 2 months because it will be that long till we can do the next IUI but I've kind of forgotten what I ever did with my time before all my energy was taken up making babies. Bit lost at the moment.