A loss is a loss regardless Sunbeam, so PLEASE DON'T feel like you should be grateful for not being further along. What you want for your child is to give your pure and beautiful love. You have hopes and dreams for your child, and unfortunatly its not as straightforward or simple for everyone to become a mother. Im happy you have optimism for the future, its a powerful and shifting thing in one's life, don't lose it. Knowing of this side to life makes me ever so grateful for what I still have.

Thanks Cherished Ive always been lurking, but never posting. Is that cyber weird?? Im so keen to hear how other's are going that I forget to include/talk about myself! Im pretty rude actually for that I think! The etc etc part of your post about knowing not to worry means I dont even have to say it Relax. As long as those numbers increase (NOT necessarily doubled) then im confident she'll stick (yes, I do believe PINK for you).

Hello to everyone else!! I hope you're all well and happy