Hey everyone!!

KellBell! Congratulations on beautiful baby boy Jayden!!!

Reet - Look at your ticker chick!!! WOW! How you doing?

Alish - EIK to no toilet!! What the heck are they thinking!!!

Forshelby - I just want you to know that Im thinking of you, i dont have the answers for the questions you have right now but we are all here to support you in every way we can! I am sure that your feelings, fears and emotions are all completely normal! Im so happy to read that today was a good day, dont forget about today when a bad day sneaks up on you! xx

Joeve - oh sweetheart, im sorry your little one had to leave so soon, your in my prayers and my heart breaks for you

Tegam / Ferrals / Dory- were all so lucky to have you in here! Your knowledge is so reassuring! xx

AFM - Well we saw my ob yesterday and my fundal measurement is now measuring 35-36 wks! Ob said that I defiantly wont be going past 38 wks due to my kidneys. He said he has consulted with my Urologist and they both agree that they dont want to take any risks so I will be induced... or depending on the babys size at tomorrows scan, he may possibly schedule a c-section but he said we will discuss it more at our next appt in 2 wks! This means I have no more than 6wks left! Holy moly! I got so emotional! Poor DH, i sobbed all the way home! Reality just kicked in and I had my first 'Oh my god im gunna be a mummy and what if i suck at it' moment! I guess i just feel like i have so much to organise and all of a sudden - i have a deadline! DH was wonderful and we came home, wrote some checklists of what i want/ need to get done... its really not that much so today i feel a lot more calm and in control and we get to meet our lttle one sooner than expected so that exciting!!!

I was also sobbing cause i didnt know how to swaddle! lol! Gosh i was a trainwreck! Damn those hormones! DH's aunty who is a midwife dropped by today and she showed me how to swaddle! So thats todays achievement!! I can swaddle!