Hi ladies, sorry no persies again. Feel really bad, but just haven't had time to catch up on what's been going on with everyone.

I just wanted to... dunno... I started spotting yesterday and it's still going today. It's all dark so far, and only very light, but feels like the beginning of the end. I feel silly for thinking it was all going to work out. I feel so lucky to have our baby girl. A pity that our bonus baby is probably not going to happen And I just haven't had time to sit down. We've been packing and doing last minute things before putting our place on the market. No time to dwell is good I guess.