thanks dory.. yes it was a terrible time, after trying for a year and have that happen, i was very very sick. luckily i didnt lose a tube. that one happend a week before our wedding anniversary and the second one was my husbands birthday.. what are the odds.
i feel very lucky to be accepted in bellybelly, i dont have people i can talk to about this so its made things easier.
im very anxious this pregnancy.. i dont know how my mental state will be if something bad happens but im trying to be positive but its always in the back of my mind