Thank you girls. You all brought tears to my eyes. I really don't feel alone when I read in here and that's a very good thing to have. I did buy a couple of romper suits in a Target sale, but they're in with all the other baby gifts I have for my friends' babies between now and then.

I might go out on 5 August and buy new baby a guardian angel to look over her. The baby who had to pass so she could come into our family will always be looking out for her. It's funny saying her so often, I avoid it so I wont slip!

But DS is demanding Mummy at the moment (he's still the absolute light of my life). Poor boy, not well, this will be my 4th pooey nappy today, and he's ready for a sleep. I might have a sleep too, I'm knackered.