thanks everyone..

Mummytotwo. Im sorry to hear you're news and i pray they find some answers for you.

T-hopes..im sorry to hear about you're mother inlaw. Its such a horrible thing to have to go through.. I hope you and you're other half are coping ok. Hopefully she will make it to see bubs...

Hello to everyone else...sorry if i am vague.

I love how my hubbie always seems to turn things around so it's always about him....its so annoying. I wish he was more understanding at this present time, even tho he was with me and helping me look after DD it was his attidude...anyways i cant think too much about him because i will end up doing something or saying something i'll regret and this is not the time because im not seeing things clearly and im really loosing it about dad...

Im ok other than waking up through the night now and not being able to get back to sleep...needing to go to the toilet a bit, the other end..and tightening in my belly..its probably all stress....hopefully little bubbie is ok in there tho.

Mum will be staying with me from friday until dad (hopefully) comes back home. Think he is in intensive care for 5 days then recovery so it may be a week or so but we will just have to wait and c.....we can only stay in a little bit when he is in intensive care so will probably go in a few times a day....hopefully he will survive the op...being 70 and previously had a heart attack a few years ago....anyways trying to be brave and strong....i dont even want to do anything for my bday anymore....