Thanks girls for all your kind words and support.

She died overnight at the vets tho I havent been able to stop crying all day.. i cant imagine ever stopping right now. Everything in the whole house reminds me of her, even going to the toilet cos the cheeky little bugger wld steal the toilet rolls and rip them up.
I guess this is to be expected when i have never had a pet die... gosh my 14 yr old little silky is still kicking!

I just miss her so much i dont know how im going to get thru the next few days

(forshelby my dh is the same about overweightness.. he is even paranoid about my um.. vajayjay getting puffier! He used to bring up all the time that when he met me i was 50kgs and i have basically put on a kg each year since.. EXCUSE ME! I was 18 years old!!!! He always points out really skinny mums too and says see theres no excuse not to get back to how u were once u've had the baby etc. Grrrr stupid men. Anyway ill come back later when i can think straight and we can discuss this further! xx)