Kellie - Hey, long time no see! I chuckled at the banana thing.. and I reckon your ticker is flying, too! I remember the old TTC forum days, feels like so long ago now. Come out from under that rock, hehe.

Ferrals - Your poor little girl. I'm sorry you had to go through that. In reference to the banana though (ok, awkward segway there..) maybe they mean the big giant qld bananas we get around here? Some of them are pretty huge....

AFM - DP was cranky when he got home because I didn't do the dishes or, well.. anything today. He said he knows I'm pg but I'm not crippled. That really hurt. I know I was slack today. I get it. I didn't disagree with that part... but I felt like saying 'hey, YOU get up and do all the housework with a giant melon in your tummy, a sore back, aching hips and weird crampiness!' I just felt like a lazy day today, y'know? So I ended up feeling really worthless and did a bunch of laundry out of guilt. (while I had a quiet little cry to myself) I know this stuff is my job. But it was one day! Most of the time I run a pretty tight ship. Afterall, who did most of this stuff while working full time?? ME! Now that I have all the time in the world, I don't see the urgency to get everything done all the time. It's not going anywhere, and neither am I. Does that make sense?

I think he just had a really sh** day today and was cranky in general. I don't know what my problem is some days, I just feel de-motivated, lonely and useless hanging around the house. Getting told off like a naughty kid just made me feel even more useless. Sometimes I don't feel like cleaning all day. Sometimes my frigging back hurts and I have a headache. But you know what I never do? Answer back or defend myself. I guess there is no defending laziness, but really I didn't think it was a huge deal. So the dishwasher needed unpacking. And there was some laundry to fold. So?! Lucky for me he got over it pretty quickly, maybe because I looked so sad. Ok that's my little rant for the evening.