i lost 45kgs from November 08 to November 09. Then had xmas, 9weeks of pregnancy of the ectopic and chest surgery to remove a nasty mole.. then a few weeks of being in the dumps from the ectopic and the start of a new pregnancy... Im now 32weeks and have put on 20+kgs!!! OMG I am 6foot 2inches so have hidden it a bit but im REALLY starting to hate it!

Its funny i was FAT when i fell with my other three kids and loved my body cause suddenly i wasnt FAT anymore i was pregnant IYKWIM? But now im still LIGHTER now then when i fell with DD1 but i feel the FATTEST i have ever been! Weird, but i so miss my exercise and have sat a pretty tough plan to stick to once baby is born. Im not worried about IF i will lose, i know i am no longer that same person, im not really that worried about how long it will take (I have a great PT) Im just NOT happy about how FAT i feel NOW! Oh well thats my whine and i have only told you the numbers to make you all feel better!! hehe