Oh no angelfish i didnt mean that badly! All i meant was i thought maybe after the 12 week mark the anxiety and fear will just miraculously disappear.. but im finding that probably wont be the case!

Thats a shame that ur bf is being negative like that doesnt help calm ur fears. Has he been coming to the drs appointments and u/s's with u?? If he hasnt make sure u start dragging him along with u.. hopefully then he will believe that this pregnancy is going just how it shld be and u will meet ur healthy baby very soon.
If u start being positive and believing that everything is going to be fine then hopefully he will catch on to those good happy vibes and he will become more positive too.

Kell- Hopefully ur ob. has an u/s machine in his room and ur mind can be put at ease for atleast the next few days! It normally takes about 3 days for the fear to come back into me.. so annoying! I wish it wld just stay away. I dont want to worry this whole pg!

Forshelby- Aww that is sweet that ur dp was singing that to ur tummy! I hope ur plane trip to melb. is uneventful and the waits at the airports arent too long. Enjoy ur time away!

Ferrals- Ill defintely be thinking of u next monday and sending u all the luck in the world. If everything comes back fine with that u/s then will u be happy not to get the amnio?

AFM- Just about to get ready for ob. appointment.. i am trying to make myself go to the toilet before i go but nothing seems to be working (tmi!) i am so so clogged up..once again! Im going to weigh probably an extra 2 kgs if i dont manage to go! And my stomach looks big from all the bloatedness! At my last ob. appointment there was a lady who was 13 weeks pg and she was so so thin. I might wear one of my floaty tops today