Forshelby-mmmmmmm!!! roast dinner enjoy.

God love you girls you brought tears to my eyes.
I cant talk to my family i am trying to hold it together for them i am so scared i cant tell them as they are scared too you are my shoulders to cry on i just didnt think i would get this far along without knowing if bub was ok you just dont expect the risky testing to fail.
I am trying to look at the positive 75% chance she is ok and so far she looks normal but i also look at the way we have fallen in love with her and how much i am begging god to let me keep her and i just am feeling dread i am just waiting for the inevitable to come and rip our hearts out i hope i am wrong but i am also glad the waiting will be over by the end of next week.
Here goes to no sleeping again.