*Dreams*

[Calluna]

I've had a few dreams lately that have been pretty odd, most of which I can't remember but last night alone I had 2 that had me wake up crying.

1st one I was in the car with my mum and and she was driving me to someone house in an estate, and I was giving her directions. I got quite frustrated with her as she kept going the wrong way, and then she cracked it and got really angry and floored it and was speeding through this estate full of roundabouts and traffic islands. It all came to a head when she went speeding around a large roundabout and slid out of control, hit a gutter and went flying up a good 20 - 50 metres in the air and landed in the middle of the roundabout with me wraping my hands around my belly to protect my baby form the impact.

2nd I was at Melbourne airport and rushing to get my plane back to bris, and I missed it by about 15 seconds and they wouldn't let me on. I went to ask them to book me another flight and they wanted to charge me $50 for a new flight but I didn't have any money so they refused to book it. I had a timetable of when the flights were for the rest of the day, in an old maths book from school, and someone stole my maths book while I was sitting at a desk crying and talking on the phone to someone about my flight - I didnt know what to say. I was just sitting there in silence with the girl on the other end waiting for me to say something. So I was trying to get someone to find my book, and a package that was meant to be posted to me and organise my flight back home, all while running around the airport, which was full of forklifts and shipping containers. At the end of my dream the lady who had been helping me found the package that was supposed to be posted to me and I jumped up and gave her a massive hug and was bawling my eyes out and she gave me a big hug back and made me feel safe.

I woke up with tears streaming down my face both times.