I dreamed that the baby was born but I was just oblivious to everything. Like I left her in the car for hours, and I would continulously forget to feed her. Every one seemed to be more caring for her than me but still as caring as we should. It was like my little baby girl was extremely neglected. Than one morning (still in my dream) I woke up and wanted to start breastfeeding my baby but when I tried she just looked at me like who the hell was I. Like I was such a bad mother that she knew it and didn't want that breastfeeding connection with me.
I woke up crying and I felt like I had done something wrong even though she is not even born. The dream had a lot of emotion. I think because I am going to be a first time mom I am just scared of failing....
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