Hi there All

thanks for all your kind words and support.

I had my first appointment this morning with the OB and obviously had complete melt down - which resulted in some High Blood pressure results - however given I was this upset the doc brought out the ultrasound machine - and let me see the baby - which has given me a sense of relief.

He told me to just relax and take time out and not to worry the baby is growing and the heart is beating so now i need to concentrate on looking after myself.

so to cut a long story short i'm about to investigate into yoga - i remember doing this some years ago and getting that floating feeling after each class....here's hoping it will have the same effect on me now.

There's alot to be said for unplanned pregnancies - i know for alot of women it is the most amazing surprise - for me it has given me a lack of control.....even though i couldn't be happier with the impending birth of my baby - it's still a big surprise to the system when you were least expecting it.

anwyay thanks again everyone -i'll be sure to go home and read my "up the duff" book again - my gorgeous sister in laws bought it for me some time ago, they must have known that i was going to be a stress head ](*,)

GREAT BIG THANKS AGAIN - DI O