Funny you say that, I'm feeling the same way this week! I think for the first time I'm actually allowing myself to think that there might be a baby at the end of this and now when I think about labour in particular (I already have a DD), I am becoming very anxious. I think it's still that fear that something will go wrong.

And then again, thinking that there might be a baby brings up all those feelings about 'jinxing' myself - you know, the moment I think everything is going to be OK and I start enjoying this pregnancy and awaiting the birth of my baby, something is going to go wrong.

I think it's pretty normal. My ob actually asked me yesterday if Iwas feeling Ok, he said I'd been a bit funny the last few appts. I explained to him that I'm still worried about something going wrong and I don't really expect that to change until our bub is delivered safely. He told me he thought that was pretty rational thinking because unfortunately there are no guarantees for any of us.

So, I think what you're feeling is pretty normal. Pregnancy after a loss is always going to be different unfortunately.