Hello,

Well I have been fighting this (Anxiety) off for sometime but tonight after finding colostrum coming from my nipples the reality freaked me out more at just how close it was getting.

I have had a miscarriage and maybe it was self preservation but I have found myself through out this pregnancy not actually believing there will be a baby at the end.

And the odd's of survival are getting better and better as each week steams past.

I am anxious about coping, labour, pain and basically anything else I can manage to freak myself out about.

I am sure it's normal but I still feel alone with it.

any advice?