Im back.....

they are pretty sure that my little girl has downs......

we have to have that needle test tomorrow and get the result on monday- but from what he was saying its a pretty sure thing.

we were told we have to "make a decision" and we dont have much time to think about it.

i dont want to do either.

The worst thing is she wont stop kicking me- i love her so much and every time she does it reminds me of that and the fact that i dont want to do either of the options.

im only 24!