I so hear you on the emoitions! I'm needing a box of tissues with me all the time because the tears keep coming, even for unknown reasons. It's all part of being pregnant. So sorry to hear about your partner and his family, but good thing you left him, the baby is better off without that in it's life. It is also very normal to feel worried about every little twinge that happens. Unfortunatly that doesn't go away ever again! It's so stress sometimes but it is normal!