Mel_Sash - I dont knwo what to say to you, im sure every body has said this to you, You did the right thing. When i was 13 going on 14 i had a boyfriend who was 19 (i was a messed up kid) and i fell preganant i was really really scared because i didnt want to have operation but i didnt want to have to tell my parents that i was preganant. My partner at the time made me have abortion. He dropped me off at clinic paid for it and left. Rang them about 12 and they told him i was doing ok should be ready to be picked up @ 3:30 and he never showed. I caught the bus home that day and never seen him again. He was also a voilent boyfriend, he had lost both his parents b4 the age of 16 so he baught him self up to the way he wanted to live his life and didnt care about others. Especially his anoying girlfriend who got preganant.
I am glad i never seen him after that. Of course i was very scare for the next few year thinking that the operation would have distroy my chances of ever having kids, so me and my partner who ive beenw ith for a couple of years decided we would try for one and well here we are having our first and VERY happy.