yeah, in many ways this pgcy has flown, but in others it's dragged. I feel quite disconnected from this baby for some reason. But I know that will change once I have him and can look into his sweet eyes and hold him. I think because DH was so reluctant at first and up untill lately hasn't been very interested in this bub. But I told him how much that has hurt me and how I feel and he's being more hands on with feeling him and talking to him and making sure I'm ok when BH's get baddd. So I'm feeling a bit better...