so yeah, yay me!!

i am FREAKING out! im also concerned about how much worse they are going to get in the next 3 months?

and during birth.. what will happen? i am so scared i am going to blow out completely... im terrified of something aweful happening in the back that the actual birth itself isnt worrying me (that much..)


im scared to ask.. whats the worst that could happen? coz im not sure i want to know lol


Do i just tell the mw that is in the room with me at the time of birth and she will know what to do?