Once again, thanks so much for all your kind words.

FLOWERCHILD I am in the Mater Mothers Private hospital which I am told has only been open for 2 months. I'm guessing they have all the up to date equipment. Basically the private & public are in the same hospital, just on different floors. Your advice is spot on. Thank you so much for your reassurance. I have been watching the in house channel about premmie babies & breast feeding. It has been so helpful. And funny enough, I was just thinking I should up my mobile phone plan. I have given DH a list of things for him to bring me tomorrow & one of those was an exercise book so I can keep a diary. Your post has re assured me that I am in the right frame of mind. Thanks a million..

I had a visit from the Neo Natal unit social worker. She was so so supportive & wanted to make sure DH & I were coping. She was happy that DH & I are in a good space. She also informed me of a group that meets here on level 9 every Wednesday at 1pm. They are all women that are in the same situation as me. It's a chance to get to meet others that are going through the same thing & we can support each other. Considering i'll be here for another few weeks yet, I think it's a good idea that I join this group.

I haven't had the chance to surf BB yet to find the premie section here but will certainly do that in the next few days... Thank god for wireless broadband.