Nicole I just wanted to give you a big hug. It really will all work out for the best. A lot of what you're feeling could be the pregnancy itself taking it's toll, with fatigue etc. I don't think there's much that you can do at this point except wait it out. I understand your concern about coping, but you may find it easier than you thought. Try not to worry too much about the future - take it day by day for now.