Nicole, I was really apprehensive when I was expecting number 4, wondering how I was going to cope when DH went back to work and there were times I wished it wasn't happening but it did and I gave birth to a beautiful little boy. As soon as I saw him I knew everything would be ok and it was hard at first but DH had 4 weeks off work which helped me sooo much.
The first day he went back to work I was petrified and kept saying how am I going to do this but it was fine, I coped and actually found having 4 children quite easy as they all played together.
I am now expecting number 6 and thinking the same, how am I going to cope but I have 2 at school, so there will only be 4 at home for the majority of the day and then when Dh get homes he helps out and we work as a team and everything is easy.
There are days I lose the plot and things are really hard but I love having a big family and I am sure that you will cope fine and enjoy having 4 children.
All The Best
Michelle