LOL thanks rachel i can understand being cranky though it feels awfull but i think our kids can understand that we dont want to feel like that and im sure they have their moments !
i remember when i was really pregnant with T friends bringing their "little darlings" into my house and just having to sit and watch them trash the place as they werent my kids and it wasnt my place to say NOOOO ! ! !
dont forget to take time out to do nice things for yourself even little things help i know this can be hard though its a pitty you arent here we could go to the indoor playground and have a coffee or something while the kids do their crazy thing on the play gym (but we would probably drive each other insane too ) LOL you have to laugh
hang in there