Thanks everyone, it really makes me feel better knowing i'm not the only one. I never felt like this with the other two - like i'm getting resentful of this little bubba inside me - I WANT MY BODY BACK!!! I really want to see her too, I feel like i'm just wishing the days away till she comes it's sooo frustrating.

Thank god my kids will sit and watch movies, I know it's not great parenting but thats what holidays are for and if I watch with them it's kind of like quality time...isn't it???