Toomany, I have only a few days till my EDD and I don't even think I am that ready to meet and greet this baby in the world yet. & this is only Baby #2 for me!

well, I am ready and then I'm not....it is all very confusing in a way. I have been giving and reciting myself daily affirmations that this labour and birth and baby will be a lot different and I feel realy confident after reading/listening to them.

I have even had a few nights of early labour twangs already , and when I fall back to sleep and wake up, I kinda give myself a big sigh of relief and talk to my baby and say take your time bub...

My partner works 6 day weeks and he gets exhausted at the end of the working day and he will sleep or be cranky on his only day off and do everything half arsed around the house...so it gives me visualisations that I'll be the only one doing everything or barking the orders. I am also worried that this new baby will be exactly like my first born, which freaks me out coz lil C was QUITE difficult and is still very hyperactive.

Then, on the other side of the coin, I know that this baby will be an absolute blessing coz my partner will realise the stuff around the house just has to get done, no ifs or buts, and done well! Cierra will have a little playmate And as this baby will be a Pisces it will be calm and relaxed, a GREAT sleeper and a totally different human being!

My thoughts are that if I stay calm and relaxed , my world will stay calm and relaxed.
I just hope my karma is catching and my partner starts chilling out a bit more too..
I think he is super anxious just because the new baby can come ANYTIME now..