Sorry to hear he is not being 100% supportive.

I think you need to have a support person who will be there for you even if he does turn up.

I will let you into a little secret........most of us have felt what you are feeling. When you have your first child you are unsure of most of what is going to happen. As every person is different every pregnancy and birth is different.

Don't worry about the breast feeding. Once the baby is born you may wonder where alot of your fears were coming from.

Even though you are having a C/S go and talk to a midwife at the hospital where you are going. Let them know you are unsure of what to expect and ask them to explain any questions or doubts you have.

All the best with the remaining weeks you have before meeting your little one