Hiya Jas,

I could have written your letter, honestly I'm just the same I have an 11 year old and a 8 year old and this was a surprise baby. So I understand how huge it is to get your head around how much it will change everything. I go from being excited to terrified in seconds. Don't get me wrong 99% of the time I'm completely contented and happy then I start to panic and think of how it will turn our life upside down. I too am very happy and contented with life at the moment and dread anything upsetting that. Then I feel guilty for feeling any negative feelings towards this wee bundle except it's not negativity towards bubs just fear of the unknown I guess.
Honestly I'm all over the show at the moment, it's nice to know I'm not the only one.
All the best, Missy.