Jasp - Hugs sweets. I believe your feelings are very normal. I felt like this when pregnant with DD2 and now I find myself feeling the same way again. I am putting it down to "pre-baby" nerves (just like pre-wedding jitters).

A couple of weeks again I had major doubts about how I am going to cope with 3 under 4and I seriously questioned why I was doing this all again!!! I felt so guilty for feeling this way. I think you read my melt down post!!!

Now I have the nesting bug big time and I finally feel like I am getting ready and feeling more ready by the day. As for getting ready emotionally and mentally I am starting to visualise bub getting ready for birth, the birthing experience, our first cuddle etc. At times I am having pangs of "fear" but I am using the visualisation as a way to calm myself and prepare. Did all that make sense?