oh bless you all - thank you for helping me get through the grumpy times - it is just tiring and a bit of a strain and feeling like a whale and out of control of things really brings me down - the midwife mentioned about people who are used to being in control of things struggling through this part of the pg and i tell you what she's not wrong.

Trying to stay positive - not just look at all the negatives - only have 18days till induction if this don't happen before than so there is one positive, also Deb your idea is fab - going swimming today - love that right now and will do some baking - just hate having to clean up again afterwards!! Tee hee!!!

Again thank you all for letting me let off steam hopefully the next 18 days will fly by...