Well going back to DD's due date it means that while yes she was overdue it wasnt by 11 days at all. Had they let me go another week then maybe she would have come out on her own. According to my LMP then with her I was due around the 10th and not the 3rd. When she was delivered, she looked perfect. So not at all overdone.
With this one my LMP is hard to go off as I had 2 m/c before hand and therefore my periods are very hard to guage. Going off when my last period was, then I should have been due on the 1st, but they said, when they told me I was pg at first that I was more than likely due a week after that. Which I guess would make it around the 8th. They were going off my hcg results which at 4 weeks (when i thought i was 5 weeks) they were 50. The doc said they didnt correspond with 5 weeks but better with 4. So they sent me off for a scan at 7 weeks and I was given the 10th of Jan. So now not sure whether I am already overdue or atill have 8 days left..iykwim.
I know it's perfectly safe to go late, it's more my mental state thats the issue. Number one, the though of still being pregnant in 3 weeks when I should have a baby by then is very depressing. Plus my DD starts school at the very end of this month and the biggest nightmare I have is missing out on her first day. I cant bear that thought and neither can she. It would forever make me feel horrible. I know it might seem petty to some, but really, I feel very sad about the thought of ever missing it.
Anyway I am not sure where to put myself today as I am feeling rather down and depressed and keep thinking that I am never having this baby.
Despite all I have been trying and all the signs I have been getting I feel like I am no closer to having it than I was 5 weeks ago. I know babies come when they are ready etc etc..but it doesnt help when your emotions are already screwed.
God these emotions and things during pg are so bloody hard!!!
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