I totally sympathize. I actually had a horrible dream last night about my baby. I was at my old high school for some event and this bomb went off outside that was giving off some gas that was poisonous to children and all these poor babies were dying. They called in a bunch of school buses and were evacuating the area. I was scared to look into the blanket I was carrying to see if Cameron was Ok but then I felt him squirming so I knew he was ok at the moment but I had to find my sister and get on that bus ASAP. Luckily she was waitng for me outside and we got on the bus. As we sat down I opened the blanket to check on him and the blanket was empty. I was all hysterical trying to figure out where he'd gone as I just had him a few minutes ago. I woke with a start and he was safe and sound in his bassinet.