Your pregnancy sounds very stressful. You've been through a lot and I can imagine how keen you are to be over it.

It seems to me that the doctors have been watching you closely and must have done something right, despite all the close calls and foreboding warnings. Doctors can only advise you based on your current condition, and your condition keeps changing. You've had some really close calls by the sounds of things ... it's a good thing the doctors kept up-to-date on your situation and they didn't end up inducing too early.

Now you've made it right to the end, which is amazing. Good work getting through such a difficult time and keeping your baby safe.

You said you've been dealing with your GP. I don't think a GP is the person you need to be talking to at this point. Is there a way to contact the hospital and talk to the midwives and an obstetrician? You might be able to make an appointment to talk directly with someone about an elective c-section or at least get some more expert advice than you can get from a GP.

Of course ideally everyone wants a lovely natural birth, but you don't sound like you're coping and if you do go into labour under such enormous mental, emotional and physical stress, you might end up with a difficult labour.