Many of you know my story... But some of you may not.. So here is the short version...

@ 14 weeks I was diagnosed with Pregnancy Induced Hypertension and was hospitalized and monitored

@ 15 weeks I had a major bleed and was told that I was having a miscarriage

@ 16 weeks doctors told me that it wouldn't be long until I stopped bleeding, Leaving me without a baby.

@ 17 weeks doctors told me that it was a miracle that the bub had hung on but chances that another bleed or early birth was strongly possible.

@ 20 weeks my blood pressure was so high doctors said I wouldn't make it to 24 weeks and bub would have to be born prem

@ 27 weeks doctors said my blood pressure was just going to get higher and they would induce before 30 weeks.

@ 32 weeks I was told they would induce before 35 weeks

@ 37 weeks now they are telling me everything is fine and I'm to rest at home like I have been and just wait for it to happen.....

My BP has been up and down for the whole pregnancy, my legs are swollen to my hips, i have severe pelvic instability and I can barely walk and my BP is still quite high...

WHY AREN'T THESE DOCTORS DOING ANYTHING!!

I don't know how much longer I can go through this... Mentally and Physically..

Each time I go for a check up my results are different... Sometimes protein, Sometimes Low BP, Sometimes high BP, Sometimes swelling is ++, Sometimes swelling is ++++ and still.... EVERY TIME... They send me home saying "You're fine"

Now with what they have told me - all the bad things that "WERE GOING TO HAPPEN" and now they are just leaving me to cope on my own... I'm really confused, stressed and over it..

Sorry for the rant.. I'm sure other people on here are having a bad run too.. I'm just so close to the end.. but it feels so far away

xox