It is not how you saw the end of your pregnancy.
OMG you just made me cry again! That's exactly it, you know. I had these plans of going on maternity leave and spending lots of time playing with the kids, going for lovely long walks by the beach, pottering around the garden and generally feeling blissed out and huge and having lots of blissful bedroom moments with dh. Of course, once I get to 36 weeks, I can kind of do all of that if I feel up to it! And maybe once I'm able to do a bit more, I'll sleep a bit better too I hope.