Well the pains came and went all night but still nothing. I had a show (I think it was a show large amount of yellowish jelly like stuff, sorry if tmi, this arvo at 2pm) and am getting an increasing amount of back pain. The midwife at the hospital keeps saying any time now but it sure is drawing out. My OB wants to break my waters tomorrow morning but I would love it if bub came on his own.

I have spent the day in a mixture of excitement and bursts of tears . Even had a fight with DH, who has been great, over the stupid issue of hanging curtains! I have to say I'm really starting to get over the whole thing and the depressing thought is that it hasn't even started yet. I thought this time would be one of looking forward to the baby but I'm not even feeling that. I just want something to happen!I feel like I'm in a limbo. Is this normal? I even feel guilty that I have no real interest in my baby at the moment.

Well that's my little rant for now. I'll keep this thread updated as stuff happens (when it happens). Thanks for the well wishes and support, it is really appreciated.