Hi all
thank you all so very, very much for replying
oh it's such a relief to know that I'm not alone
i really thought i was a terrible mum
because that evening i just felt physically and mentally drained
and i thought god my life would be so much easier if i only had me to take care of
go live with your dad it's his turn now.
of course i am very glad her dad isnt in the picture as he is a major a-hole
thats just how i felt that night.. like i had enough of being mummy, daddy,provider,carer,ect ect .. that it was just too hard doing it all alone..
i'm feeling better now that i was able to talk to someone about it
it really helped.
i guess i just have to keep telling myself that i'm not super human
and i cant do it all .. all the time
as long as i do the best i can
thank you all so much for talking to me
i am so glad i found this group
xx