oh Jess, You have been through such a big shock, I'm it's going to take a while to get over and even think about what lies in store for the future. all you do know, Is that you have a beautiful little girl who needs her mum, and although you of course need time out to grieve you also need to remember to put a smile ( however fake it may be at the moment) on your face so that your DD knows everything is going to be ok.

eventually you will realise you are smiling for real and the pain will subside

heres something that always helps me

The Man Who Makes You Cry Isn't Worth Your Tears.... and the One Who Is worth your Tears, Will Never make You Cry......

huge huge